Tuesday, November 18, 2014

The Law...


[Following are a series of posts I placed on my Facebook page over a few days in November 2014. I pray that you will be blessed by these few thoughts]



10th November
‘This book of the law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate on it day and night, so that you may be careful to do according to all that is written in it; for then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have success.’ [Joshua 1: 8]

‘And the Holy Spirit also testifies to us; for after saying, “THIS IS THE COVENANT THAT I WILL MAKE WITH THEM AFTER THOSE DAYS, SAYS THE LORD: I WILL PUT MY LAWS UPON THEIR HEART, AND ON THEIR MIND I WILL WRITE THEM,” He then says, “AND THEIR SINS AND THEIR LAWLESS DEEDS I WILL REMEMBER NO MORE.” Now where there is forgiveness of these things, there is no longer any offering for sin. Therefore, brethren, since we have confidence to enter the holy place by the blood of Jesus…’ [Hebrews 10: 16 – 19]

I recently quoted this great passage from Hebrews 10 in one of my Facebook posts. I like to call this the terms of the New Covenant of Grace. If you want to draw a comparison you can read Exodus 20 where we see the terms of the Covenant of Law and you will see that the terms of the Law covenant are about what we will do, or not do; Law equals demand. 
But the terms of the New Covenant are all about what God will do; ‘I will put My law upon their heart, and on their mind I will write them.’

One thing that I often say to people is this; when you read your Bible you must make sure you read it with eyes of Grace. You must view scripture, this side of the cross, through the cross. Grace eyes are cross-shaped. Especially when reading the Old Testament you cannot read it without cross-shaped eyes, like the verse I quoted from Joshua 1, or it may confuse you. There are many, many verses that read entirely differently depending on the eyes we read them with. 
These verses are a good example primarily because they mention the word ‘law.’ Many people read them and believe that the law they refer to are the laws of the Covenant of Law and with them written on our hearts and minds that we are to apply our energy to keeping them. 
Not so. Law demands, Grace supplies.

So what laws are referred to here? 
Let me share something wonderful with you. The law God will put on your heart and mind are the law of Righteousness, the law of Liberty, the law of Faith and the law of Love. And then we are to meditate on them. In many of the religious systems they have a practice of chanting scripture. This may come from the fact that in the Jewish religion the Torah, the word of God, is spoken or muttered, not just ‘thought’ about and the word translated meditate in Joshua 1 : 8 actually means to speak or mutter. So we are to speak out the laws that God is writing on our hearts and on our minds. It is good to meditate in silence but better to speak out His word. Power is released, life comes, creation happens, the enemy trembles at the mention of His word. If you don’t know a verse to speak then just speak the name of Jesus, every knee bows to that name; His name is above every name [Philippians 2: 9 – 11]
I don’t have space to share my thoughts on the laws God is writing on our hearts and minds here so perhaps I will share on these over a few days as you rest in Jesus, your mediator of a new and better covenant.
To close today let me share something from the Passion translation of the Psalms.
‘But let them all be glad, those who turn aside to hide themselves in You. May they keep shouting for joy forever! Overshadow them in Your presence as they sing and rejoice, then every lover of Your name will burst forth with endless joy. Lord, how wonderfully you bless the righteous. Your favour wraps around each one and covers them under Your canopy of kindness and joy.’ [Psalms 5: 11 – 12]
It is the truth…’Your Word is Truth.’ [John 17: 17]
Have a great day.

11th November
'...I WILL PUT MY LAWS UPON THEIR HEART, AND ON THEIR MINDS I WILL WRITE THEM...' [Hebrews 10: 16]
What laws?
Firstly, they cannot be the law of the covenant of Law. The Bible identifies this Law as the 'tutor to lead us to Christ, so that we may be justified by faith. But now that faith has come, we are no longer under a tutor’ [Galatians 3: 24 - 25]. The Bible also says that this covenant of Law is 'obsolete' [Hebrews 8: 13] and the requirement of it has been fulfilled to the letter in us because God sent 'His own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh as an offering for sin' [Romans 8: 3 - 4]. Jesus Himself said that He 'did not come to abolish but to fulfill' [Matthew 5: 17]. He did not abolish it but, rather, He fulfilled every jot of its requirement on our behalf and as we accept Him in faith then we are released into the newness of the Spirit-life having 'died to that by which we were bound, so that we serve in the newness of the Spirit and not in the oldness of the letter' [Romans 7: 6]
So it can't be that Law! So, then, what laws will God 'write' on our hearts and minds?
The first, I believe, is the law of righteousness. I have spoken much on this in recent days. It is important to receive as it is the bottom-line, the foundation stone of the covenant of Grace. The New Covenant of Grace in Christ has its basis in the 'term' that God, righteous, holy God, declares that 'AND THEIR SINS AND THEIR LAWLESS DEEDS I WILL REMEMBER NO MORE' [Hebrews 10: 17].
The 'law' God wants to write on your heart and mind is the truth that ALL that separated you from Him has been dealt with in full in the person of His Son, Jesus Christ. It is by believing and receiving this truth in your heart that you can speak with authority the declaration of freedom and blessing, "I am the righteousness of God in Christ" [2 Corinthians 5: 21]. Declare it now!
'What shall we say then? That the Gentiles, who did not pursue righteousness, attained righteousness, even the righteousness which is by faith; but Israel, pursuing a law of righteousness, did not arrive at that law. Why? Because they did not pursue it by faith, but as though it were by works. They stumbled over the stumbling stone...' [Romans 9: 30 - 32].
Today, don't stumble, walk in the sunshine of the blessing of the covenant that Jesus established on your behalf. Receive by faith, just believe, His righteousness and be free in the newness of Life, Holy Spirit Life found only in JESUS. God wants this written indelibly on your heart and mind. He will do it. Will you receive it?
It is the truth…’Your Word is Truth.’ [John 17: 17]
Have a great day.

12th November
'This book of the law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate on it day and night...for then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have success.' [Joshua 1: 8]
'Truly I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, 'Be taken up and cast into the sea,' and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that what he says is going to happen, it will be granted him.' [Mark 11: 23]
God is good. You know I am proof that if we position ourselves to listen He will speak to anyone, even me! I want to encourage you with that!
We are considering the laws God writes on our hearts and minds under the New Covenant of Grace [Hebrews 10: 16]. I will return to the laws of Grace, I promise and yesterday we briefly considered the 'Law of Righteousness.'
This morning I just 'feel' to share this with you.
Yesterday I spent the day considering why God would put His laws on our hearts AND write them on our minds and He showed me something. We already saw a few days ago that the word 'meditate' in Joshua 1: 8 means to mutter or speak and then God shows me another verse I have read many times in Mark 11: 23 where Jesus is encouraging us to believe and to speak to the mountains and they will be cast into the sea. Notice 'believing' is a one-time thing but 'saying' it is more than once. And then the Lord reminds me of another verse that I love from Romans (take out your Bible and read that great gospel verse, Romans 10: 9) but my thoughts went to the following verse 10 where it says that 'with the heart a person believes, resulting in righteousness, and with the mouth he confesses, resulting in salvation.' What are we to confess resulting in salvation? Well, according to verse 9, that 'JESUS IS LORD!'
What does it all mean, Lord?
He writes His laws of Grace on our hearts and minds because He wants us not only to believe in our heart but to speak out His word with our mouth, constantly! We believe once, we speak more and the mountains move! We believe that Jesus is alive, that He is our righteousness and this results in our righteousness (We are the righteousness of God in Christ [2 Corinthians 5: 21]) and we confess that He is Lord (JESUS IS LORD) resulting in salvation, every day, every time, in every circumstance. As I shared yesterday if you shout your own name (as wonderful and as important as your name is) the earth does not tremble nor the enemy bow down but if you shout the name JESUS every knee bows, in heaven, on earth, under the earth and God is glorified! [Philippians 2: 9 - 11]
Wow! So much to say, so little space!
I trust you understand what I am trying to say. God writes His laws of Grace on our hearts and minds because He wants us to believe (our hearts) and confess His truth (our minds) and then the mountains tumble, and our way is prosperous and we have good success. Awesome, hey?
Next time, the law of liberty.
It is the truth…’Your Word is Truth.’ [John 17: 17]
Have a great day.

13th November
'...I WILL PUT MY LAWS UPON THEIR HEART, AND ON THEIR MINDS I WILL WRITE THEM...' [Hebrews 10: 16]
God says He will put His laws upon our hearts and He will write them on our minds…laws to believe, receive and declare. As we have seen these are laws that are to be believed, received and declared as they are put in our hearts and written on our minds. It follows then that the laws of Grace are for believing, receiving and declaring…not doing!
 But what laws? These cannot be the laws of the old covenant of law as we have already discussed so what laws are they?
Two days ago we talked of the ‘Law of Righteousness.’  I won’t repeat what I shared but perhaps just summarise this law in this way – ‘Jesus says, I am your Righteousness; in Me you declare ‘I am the righteousness of God in Christ’ and ‘blessings are on the head of the righteous’ [Proverbs 10: 6].’
This morning we consider the Law of Liberty.
‘But one who looks intently at the perfect law, the law of liberty, and abides by it, not having become a forgetful hearer but an effectual doer, this man will be blessed in what he does.’ [James 1: 25]
The book of James is probably one of the most misunderstood of all the New Testament but that’s a post for another day. Many read it with law eyes and misinterpret it, believing it speaks of doing, doing, doing.
What is the perfect law of liberty?
The Bible says this in 2 Corinthians 3: 17 that ‘the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty.’ We have shared at length in the past thoughts on the purpose and work of the Holy Spirit. In John 16 Jesus Himself declares the ‘job description’ of the Holy Spirit sent to indwell us when we believe with the purpose to ‘guide you into all the truth’ by taking of Jesus, who receives all from the Father, and disclosing it to you [John 16: 13 – 15]. The Law of Liberty is to receive the Spirit. Having received Him, there is liberty. In Galatians 2 we see believers being compelled to be circumcised, to re-embrace law, but Paul says it was ‘because of false brethren secretly brought in, who had sneaked in to spy out our liberty which we have in Christ Jesus, in order to bring us into bondage [Galatians 2: 4].’ As Paul says, ‘…we did not yield.’ Neither should we!
Beloved, the doing of James is to look intently and abide by the perfect law of liberty. Do not be drawn in to doing in our own strength but rather believe, receive and declare the Law of Liberty, the truth of the indwelling Christ. Can you grasp the wonder of this truth? The believer is indwelt with the Spirit of Christ and as Colossians 1: 27 says it is ‘Christ in you’ that is your ‘hope of glory.’ If we receive this truth how can our lives not step into the realm of glory? When we believe and receive the Law of Liberty then we believe and receive the revelation that He freely discloses to us of the wonder and beauty and majesty and glory of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Saviour, and we declare His wonders, declare His beauty, declare His majesty and declare His glory. This is the supreme place of our purpose, to glorify His name.
The Laws of Grace.
Law of Righteousness – you are righteous in Christ, not in your own works, but in His finished work alone. Declare it; the enemy hates it when you do but God loves to hear it because by it He is glorified, which is His rightful place!
Law of Liberty – you are indwelt with the filling to overflowing Holy Spirit, Jesus freely sent Him to you so that you might receive revelation of Himself. Declare His wonder; the enemy hates it when you do but God loves to hear it because by it He is glorified, which is His rightful place!
Next time, the law of faith.
It is the truth…’Your Word is Truth.’ [John 17: 17]
Have a great day.

14th November
'...I WILL PUT MY LAWS UPON THEIR HEART, AND ON THEIR MINDS I WILL WRITE THEM...' [Hebrews 10: 16]
We are sharing about the laws God wants to put on our hearts and write on our minds. We have discussed the Law of Righteousness and the Law of Liberty; perhaps if you would like you can look back on my Facebook page to see my thoughts on these. (Can I just say that I only have space to share a little; my hope is that these will encourage you to look and seek and receive for yourself and that my thoughts will be an encouragement for you to do that. God is good; He speaks to us all.)
We have considered very briefly the Laws of Righteousness and Liberty and this morning we think on the Law of Faith.
‘Where then is boasting? It is excluded. By what kind of law? Of works? No, but by the law of faith.’ [Romans 3: 27]
Romans 3 speaks of our justification. It establishes early that our justification is ‘apart from the Law’ [Romans 3: 21] and so it has nothing to do with our works. It then clearly declares that we who believe are ‘justified as a gift by His grace through the redemption which is in Christ Jesus whom God displayed publicly as a propitiation in His blood through faith’ [Romans 3: 24 – 25].
Then it asks, ‘Where then is boasting? In works? No way! By the law of faith.’
What then does this law require? The Grace Law of Faith, put on our hearts and written on our minds, requires that we believe and receive the completeness, the finished work of Jesus and abandon completely any notion that we contribute by our law keeping. The Law of the Old Testament Covenant of Law are not nullified by faith, rather, in Jesus every letter of the Law was established, on our behalf, perfectly and completely in the person of Jesus [Romans 3: 31].
What then are we to declare? In what are we to boast? In the truth that we are what we are completely because of Jesus, no input from us, and that He, our Lord, is EVERYTHING!
(Are you relishing in the freedom of the Laws of Grace? Can you declare of a truth that ‘it was for freedom that Christ set us free’ and never, never, never again will we be ‘subject again to a yoke of slavery?’ [Galatians 5: 1] I pray that you are!)
Next time, the mountain top, the law of love.
It is the truth…’Your Word is Truth.’ [John 17: 17]
Have a great day.

15th November
'...I WILL PUT MY LAWS UPON THEIR HEART, AND ON THEIR MINDS I WILL WRITE THEM...' [Hebrews 10: 16]
For a few days we have been sharing on the laws God wants to put on our hearts and write on our minds. We have discussed the Law of Righteousness, the Law of Liberty and the Law of Faith; perhaps if you would like you can look back on my Facebook page to see my thoughts on these.
This morning we think on the Law of Love.
‘And He (that is, Jesus) said to him, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind.’ This is the great and foremost commandment. The second is like it, ‘You shall love your neighbour as yourself.’” [Matthew 22: 37 – 39]
In my posts and blog I have shared many times that this Law, which comes directly from Torah, a direct quote from the Ten Commandments, no longer applies to us this side of the cross of Jesus. I stand completely by that statement on the basis that of all scripture these verses are read and misinterpreted by precious people when read with law eyes…you MUST read this commandment with grace eyes, looking perfectly through the cross of Jesus. If you don’t you risk missing the mountain top of the Grace Laws God is putting on your heart and writing on your mind. You must…please ask now that the Holy Spirit, the discloser of Jesus, will open grace eyes in you to see the most wonderful, beautiful truth on which rests all the wonder and glory of God.
Many people when reading these verses burden themselves with the perception that it is commanding us to love God more. When people say that to me I cannot help but ask them, “How is that going for you?” If we have a desire to love God more there is only one way, receive more of His love. If we have a desire to love others more there is only one way, receive more of His love. We cannot generate love ourselves, that is the requirement of law. It isn’t wrong, just unattainable. But what is attainable is to receive His love because He has already declared it and it is freely given in the person of Jesus, and then we can love, because He first loved us. It is the only way, because He is the only Way! You see, I believe, that these words from the mouth of Jesus must be seasoned with all that HE is; He is Grace, and we need to see not a requirement on us but we must see His blessing upon us. I trust the Holy Spirit will show this to you.
This may be the most important post I ever write…maybe having written it I will stop and release you from my daily journal…but, seriously, this is the single most important truth we will ever receive; this is the mountain top of truth.
Where do I start?
‘God is Love’ [1 John 4: 8]. Not just God loves; He IS Love!
‘For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life’ [John 3: 16}…You want proof of God’s love? Look at Jesus. He is the ‘radiance of God’s glory’ [Hebrews 1: 3].
What does this mean for you and me? 
I am the favoured child of God; God Almighty, maker of heaven and earth, supreme being, majesty of all majesty, wonder of all wonder, the great, complete, King of all kings and Lord of all lords He, GOD, is my Father! Did you get it?
HE IS OUR FATHER! Abba Father. Dad. Daddy. Your Father! I am His favoured child! You are too! 
(I could write forever!)
What does this Law of Grace require of you? Believe and receive His love for you. Believe and receive JESUS.
What is your declaration? I am His favoured child!
‘What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who is against us? He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him over for us all, how will He not also with Him freely give us all things? (Please read on in Romans 8: 33 – 34) Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?...But in all these things we overwhelmingly conquer through Him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.’ [Romans 8: 31 – 39]
Ephesians 3: 14 – 21
It is the truth…’Your Word is Truth.’ [John 17: 17]
Have a great day

16th November
‘…God raised up His Servant and sent Him to bless you by turning every one of you from your wicked ways.’ [Acts 3: 26]
This is amazing! This is grace defined. God raised up Jesus and sent Him to bless you. When you turn you turn to blessing. We know the truth of the return of Jesus for His church but we sometimes wonder when that will be.  In this preaching by Peter in Acts 3 we see a wonderful indication. In verse 19 Peter says that we are to ‘repent and return, so that your sins may be wiped away…’ This speaks of our worth…we are the righteousness of God in Christ. But Peter goes on, ‘…in order that the times of refreshing may come from the presence of the Lord.’ This is the blessing that comes from believing. This is the receiving of grace. But there is more yet. Peter goes on to say, ‘Jesus, the appointed One…whom heaven must receive until the period of restoration of all things…[Acts 3: 21]. Many will say that Jesus must come soon. They base this on prophecy surrounding the state of the world in the last days. But there is a better indication of the return of Jesus than this, one we can embrace by stepping into grace, discarding law and its requirement, and embracing Jesus our Grace.
Beloved, the enemy has stolen from us and we have the right to expect the restoration of all things. It is certain in the person and work of Jesus Christ…God sent Him to bless you! And what a blessing! In Zechariah 9: 12, the prophet declares, ‘Return to the stronghold, O prisoners who have the hope; This very day I am declaring that I will restore double to you’ [Zechariah 9: 12]. We have the HOPE, His name is JESUS!
Oh what a blessing! In Jesus we have the right to claim the restoration of all things but not just restoration. His work, finished at Calvary, restores double to us. Will we claim our right?  And then we read the story of Job and in Job 42 we read ‘The Lord restored the fortunes of Job when he prayed for his friends, and the Lord increased all that Job had twofold.' [Job 42: 10] Consider this; if the restoration of Job under the covenant of Law was twofold how much more is our restoration under the new covenant of Grace in the finished work of Jesus?
‘Never doubt God’s mighty power to work in you and accomplish all this. (You need to read Ephesians 3: 16 – 19 to see the ‘this’.) He will achieve infinitely more than your greatest request, your most unbelievable dream, and exceed your wildest imagination! He will outdo them all, for His miraculous power constantly energises you.’ [Ephesians 3: 20 – Passion translation]
Embrace the truth.
Jesus is Grace.
Law can’t help because we can’t do it.
The Way is a way of grace, we must believe and receive.
 It is the truth…’Your Word is Truth.’ [John 17: 17]
Have a great day.

17th November
‘But we have this treasure in earthen vessels…’ [2 Corinthians 4: 7]
Restoration, transformation, change, breakthrough; we all desire it.
Often people say to me, “I need to love God more.” Or they look at a verse like John 14: 15, Jesus speaking, “If you love Me, you will keep My commandments” but they look with law eyes and they see commandment but don’t see the Love. The Love is what we need to see. I often say to people when you read your Bible you must look for one thing, Jesus, it’s all about Him, there is nothing else, He is everything. I talk about much about the great conundrum of law and grace and people get frustrated with me. It is the subject of much of the epistles of Paul. It is the great challenge that the Jesus people, those that believe in Jesus, face. Law is not wrong but when it becomes the means of restoration, transformation and breakthrough then it becomes bondage. This is truth. The enemy wants you to stay in that place of applying Law because he knows that is a place of bondage and he is ‘in’ to your bondage. He likes to steal, kill and destroy [John 10: 10].  He doesn’t want you to know freedom because freedom is in Christ. You may believe in Jesus and there is nothing he can do about that but he can still keep you from receiving Jesus and so you remain without the freedom of Christ. What, then, is the key?
A few days ago I was talking about the great mountain top law of the New Covenant of Grace – the Law of Love. I said that if you feel that you need to love God more then there is only one Way, you must receive more of God’s love for you. It is eminently simple – who is the expression of God’s love? It is Jesus! There is no other way. You can’t work your way into loving God more – that is the Law way. Transformation from the outside in; it will not work. You may see temporary short-term change but it will not last. I know, I’ve tried.
We are all earthen by nature. The fall-out of this is we do ‘earthen’ things. When we do earthen things we get disappointed. Our earthen reaction is to apply more Law. We say to God, “Lord, help me with this…” On the face of it that isn’t a bad prayer but it is a self, law based prayer. Today, we can look with grace eyes and see the most wonderful thing!
GRACE. JESUS.
He is treasure; He is THE TREASURE and He is in earthen vessels – You and Me. He is the ‘Christ in you, the hope of glory’ of Colossians 1: 27. This is the most wonderful key. It is glorious beyond description. I said we all want restoration, transformation and breakthrough. This is it. See Jesus in you.  When we do an earthen thing then our prayer becomes, “Thank You Lord, You are in me, and you are my …love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control – put in what you need to put in, put in Jesus, He is EVERYTHING – and wonder of all wonders He is in you.
See Him. This is having an unveiled face, seeing not law but seeing the glory of the Lord, JESUS, and seeing Him the Bible declares you will be transformed into the same image from glory to glory, from the Lord, the Spirit [2 Corinthians 3: 18]. The Spirit, He is ‘Christ in you, the hope of glory.’ The Spirit’s job is to disclose Jesus and the disclosing brings Jesus, and Jesus is restoration, transformation and breakthrough. Treasure in earthen vessels; Christ in you, the hope of glory. This is immense. This is wonderful.
It is the truth…’Your Word is Truth.’ [John 17: 17]
Have a great day.

What is God looking at?...



" And you shall make two cherubim of gold, make them of hammered work at the two ends of the mercy seat. And make one cherub at one end and one cherub at the other end; you shall make the cherubim of one piece with the mercy seat at its two ends. And the cherubim shall have their wings spread upward, covering the mercy seat with their wings and facing one another; the faces of the cherubim are to be turned toward the mercy seat. And you shall put the mercy seat on top of the ark, and in the ark you shall put the testimony which I shall give you. And there I will meet with you..." [Exodus 25: 18 - 22]
 'But Mary was standing outside the tomb weeping; and so, as she wept, she stooped and looked into the tomb; and she beheld two angels in white sitting, one at the head, and one at the feet, where the body of Jesus had been lying.' [John 20: 11 - 12]
The Ark of the Covenant was a golden box. 
It had three things inside; a golden jar containing manna, Aaron's rod that budded and the tablets of stone on which God had written the Law [Hebrews 9: 4 - 5]. These three things represent man's rejection of God; the manna representing man's rejection of God's provision, Aaron's rod representing man's rejection of God's leadership and the stone tablets representing man's rejection of God's standard. Man's sin was in the box. 
Over the box was the mercy seat and looking down on the mercy seat, two cherubim. The Ark and the Mercy Seat sat in the Holy of Holies in the tabernacle of the Old Testament. Once a year the high priest would enter with the blood of the sacrifice and sprinkle the blood on the mercy seat, seven times.

Please take the time to read Hebrews 9.

It all points to Jesus. The number seven represents the perfection of the sacrifice of Jesus. Jesus has gone in, once for all, to the tabernacle not made with hands, into the Holy of Holies not without blood, He took His own shed blood and His offering was accepted in full for our right standing before a holy God.

So the question is this...when God looks at you, the believer in Jesus, what does He see? The answer lies in the cherubim. What did the cherubim see?
They see the blood! The cherubim symbolise the eyes of God. 
What does God see? He sees THE BLOOD!

Beloved, this is most important. 
God looks on you and He does not see your lack of worth He sees the infinite value of the blood of Jesus, His Son, shed for you. He sees you righteous in Christ. To believe anything less is de-valuing the blood of Jesus. And more than that the Bible says that 'blessings are on the head of the righteous' [Proverbs 10: 6].
My breakthrough is not based in me; it is based in my Saviour.
'I will sing my song of joy to you, the Most High...My enemies say that I have no Saviour, but I know that I have one in You!' [Psalms 13: 6 - Passion translation]

His blood covers my exclusion and God looks on me and sees the blood and says, "Righteous, Loved, Blessed, Whole, Perfect, Well, Healthy, Prosperous, Saved."

Sunday, November 16, 2014

The 'D' Word...

Disappointment!

We bury stuff in ourselves. We bury it so deep no-one and nothing can get to it; not even God.

We often make a big deal out of the fact that we have choice. God has given us choice, that's essentially what separates us from the animals, I guess, it is true to say. We have a choice. The ultimate choice we have is what we do with God Himself. Because God is God and because our common father made a choice to reject God the result is we are unable to approach and so God, because He loves us, made a way of approach. Jesus. He is our way of approach to God. He is also our ultimate choice. The greatest decision of choice you will ever make will be what you decide to do about Jesus. You cannot be passive in your decision on Jesus. To ignore is to reject. I'm sorry to tell you but you all will make a decision, a choice.

I believe in Jesus. It is my choice. I do not force it on you. That's your choice.

Disappointment. With regard to disappointment our gift of choice means we can bury it deep. I have buried my disappointment deep. My disappointment is closely aligned with my worth. My worth lies deep in my receiving of the truth of God's love...for me. I preach about it, I describe it as the mountain top of Grace and I encourage you, the reader, to receive it. I preach to myself. Isn't that often the way? The very thing God puts on us is the very thing we need to hear. I guess that is the nature of the personal father love He has for us.

But sometimes it is brought to the surface.

I used to drink. A lot. I am an alcoholic. Not one of those sleeping in a bus shelter alcoholics but a far more sinister type. One that sits in the comfort of a respectable life and veils their disappointment with excessive quantities of alcohol. I used alcohol to veil my disappointment.

What am I disappointed in? Myself.

As I said sometimes these things come from the deep place we hide them and rise to the surface and bang! They slap you in the face.
Why am I telling you this? Because I need to talk to someone today about Jesus. Only an hour ago I said that to my wife. I need to tell someone and if you're reading this then you are the one.
A few years ago I attended a family do. There were cousins there who I hadn't seen forever and, as is normal, we were discussing our lives and all that had happened since forever. I was asked about me and, frankly, I didn't have much to say. You see there are two parts to my life and they struggle to cross over in any way. There is my life of earthly accomplishment and there is my life of what God has done. I said a little of the latter when in fact there is a lot to say but I didn't feel that I could give lots of detail as the audience maybe could not understand, and I said a little of the former, mainly because there isn't anything to say. Anyway I was struggling a little to say a lot when, from across the table, a member of my immediate family pipes up and says, "What Graeme is trying to say is that he has amounted to absolutely nothing."

BANG!

I can sense you are shocked but put that aside. That's what I need to do anyway!

Disappointment. I am hoping this might be helping someone and I am hoping, and trusting, that God is going to do a miraculous thing in me. Breakthrough.

I could go into a great analysis into what has contributed to my disappointment. No point! I could tell you about how I, in the natural, have achieved nothing. It is true. I have achieved nothing. My family member was correct. But I do have a choice about whether I allow that big 'D' to be a millstone that hangs around my neck. It affects my whole life. I could recount how but again, no point!

I could go on and then try and paint a new picture of the other part of my life and show you what God has done but, while that is wonderful, here, right now, there is no point in that either.
The fact is the two sides of my life have to come together. They have to align. Having brought the disappointment to the surface I have to allow God to deal with it.
My great, vast and deep disappointment has to be swallowed up into the truth of God's grace. His favour has to swallow it up. His favour says I am His favoured child. His favour says that He has a plan for me. His favour says that He will be gloried in me. His favour says that the yoke will be broken because of fatness.

These are truths that have been spoken over me. Why do I not see the fruit of these words? What stops me receiving? The 'D' word. My life breeds disappointment and it brings death to my worth. I don't believe I'm worth it.

I've said it.

It's now time to speak truth. This isn't a post to tell you that breakthrough has come. I wish it was but it isn't. At least it doesn't feel like that sitting here right now although maybe, just maybe, this is a step. I was reading a devotion, only a day ago, and one little phrase stuck out. Truth.
'God...called me through His grace...' [Galatians 1: 15]

My calling, that is my purpose, my life has nothing to do with my qualifications, my abilities, my achievements, or my lack of these things.
My calling is 'through His grace.'
What does His grace say?
I am highly favoured.
The Lord is with you, you are a successful man.
The temporal is not your reality, the spiritual is your reality. That is, what they say in the earthly doesn't count; the only thing that counts is what I say, God says.

My life is not shrouded in the veil of disappointment, my life is illuminated by His grace.

His grace says I am worthy. His grace says I am loved.
Disappointment says you deserve nothing...HIS LOVE SAYS I DESERVE EVERYTHING!
And He died to give it to me.

Choice. I can choose to bury my disappointment or I can choose to shine the light of His grace on it. His light is shining. Jesus is the Light of the world.
His light says I am worthy of His blessing. I have NOT amounted to absolutely nothing...I have amounted to HIS GRACE. My worth in His grace is valuable, precious, worthy, righteous, loved, blessed.

You too.